Contentment

Wow, for once we have had a 'normal' couple of days. What I mean by this is that I have been able to spend time with my hubby that does not require running around crashing (although this happened as well) or checking stuff off of my long list of 'to-do's.' Last night we wandered through R.C. Willey and discussed the possibility of buying a larger television, looked at random furniture, and once we came home picked up the office together and each worked on our random projects as we just sepent time in each others company.

Now I know in comparrison to my recent blogs it sounds like I have begun to loose my mind. This is not the case. I have finally understood that it is not yet our time. Meaning: While I desperately want to become financially secure and start a family, like all of my friends and family are doing, I need to realize that they have all been married for a few (or at least a couple) years. As such, they have done their time, lived through the uncertainty and stressful few years where you have to work extra hard to meld two lives together and become seccure in the world. We are not the only one's who feel this way. It is now our turn to go through the hard times and learn to appreciate what we have before moving forward.

Great thought no? Well I thought so, and have been trying extra hard to convince myself of this fact. Two weeks later, I think it finally sank in! Well I gotta run, gonna be a good wife and take him to class so I can steal his car and go shopping!