Heartbeat

Well a month and a few worries later I was able to go in for my next doctors appointment.  This past week my stomach has been feeling very sore, and I have been experiencing sharp 'gas'-like pains.  You know like when you have had surgery and they have pumped air into your body.  Yeah, NOT fun.  I arrived a bit late to the appointment so I was put straight into my room where the doctor came in and tried to find the little heartbeat.  It took a while.  He could not find it at first and I was slightly worried.  Could those pains have been the beginning of a miscarriage?  Another part of me worried that he would not find it because I had to much fat blocking the way. 

Eventually he found my heartbeat and then a strong rapid fire baby beat appeared.  It was at this time that I remembered that I wanted to record the event as David had not been able to make it to the appointment.  The doctor readily agreed and grabbed the camera for me.  Thus started the search again.  We tried the same spot, moved a bit, moved to the other side, and tried again.  No luck.  Every time we would get close and hear a little something the baby would move away.  By the end the doctor and I were both laughing at the fuilty of attempting to capture this beautiful sound.  Sadly David was not able to hear the heartbeat.  However, we do know that we have a mover on our hands.  Hopefully we can see that on our next ultrasound.

In other news:  School ended the last week of April.  David got great grades and is pumped to begin his next semester in the culinary program.  I on the other hand am a little nervous about how I will be able to handle him working and going to school when I have a new baby to deal with.  Oh well, that's life I guess.  This month things at work got out of control on David's front.  He finally caved and applied for a new job.  (I have been begging him to do just this for months.)  Lucky for him he happened to catch the owner for our favorite restaurant group Heritage Restaurant Co. at Communal.  He was interviewed on the spot, asked to come back for a second, and quickly asked if he would mind a working interview.  Long story short, he got the job!  He starts the 6th of June and is WAY excited.  In all honesty this is our dream job.  If he can work with this company and they are as good as we have heard, he may be able to work his way up and we can stay in the valley.  I'm praying for just this. 

Ta DAH!

I did it!  I was able to finish scanning all 200+ photos for my mom's crazy projects.  I can't really make fun of her projects though as they are all good idea, just mean a lot of work for me.  We are scanning a whole bunch of old family photos for a digital photo frame she gave my grandma for her birthday (in October...oops) and then I was volunteered to make a wedding video for a lady she works with.  Granted the video is going to make me money so I should have jumped on this and had it done by now.  What can I say, exhaustion makes a great excuse? 

The past month has been insane.  Between barely being able to put one foot in front of the other once I get home from work, helping push David through the last bit of classes, try to tie up a few loose ends for work and home, visit with out of town (and in for that matter) family and friends, work work work, SLEEP, and an attempt at seeing my significant other...yeah its been a mite crazy.  The sad thing is I have spent HOURS on the computer and much of that on blogger, stalking other people...just not updating my own.  Yes I am guilty and I am here on Easter Sunday asking for your forgiveness. 

We were able to go Friday and see our little Tatertot.  I am currently convinced it is a boy (that way I am right, or pleasantly suprised when it is a girl).  I have had a hard time with this the past few weeks and feel as if I am a horrible mother.  While I have been trying to eat better, and have stopped drinking the nectar of the gods, Diet Coke, the whole experience still seems very surreal.  Does that make sense?  I have little to no symptoms (which is great don't get me wrong), unless you count actually listening to my body and its fatigue, I am loosing weight (15 lbs and counting)-which is nice, and had yet to have a real doctor confirm it.  So here we are at the doctor on Friday, we meet our new practitioner, great fellow, and are able to see said tatertot.  Well, I saw him, saw the heartbeat, and...well it still does not feel real.  I'm currently wondering when the sense of surrealism will wear off and I can come to terms with reality.  My guess is in about twenty or so years.

Our current Due Date is scheduled for November 18th.  Which means no black Friday shopping for me.  Cool thing is we will definitely have something extra to be thankful for this Thanksgiving, even it its a bit late.  Even neater is the idea that IF (BIG IF) we go early, we could have our baby on 11-11-11....I wish.  Doc says everything looks normal and good so we will keep praying for that.  He sees no complications and I hope to keep it that way.  Either way our little tatertot will soon be here to make a whole lot more complicated. 

Cutest thing.  David just asked me at how old does a child need to be before going to Disneyland.  Awwww I have a keeper.  So excited!

Well...its official...we have an IT!  All 10 weeks of it.  My favorite part of the little jelly bean look'n object is its adorable legs stickin up.  More later, gotta finish scannin stuff for a huge family/etc project.  I WILL get these finished today!

March

Wow what a month! I did not realize that I have not updated in an entire month. Oops. Lets see what has happened?

• Beginning of the month: I finally went to the doctor. As expected there is something wrong. I really like this guy, he explained things to me and actually listened to what I had to say. I even let him take my blood and did not cry, or faint! Instead I agreed that we needed to set up an appointment for a scope to the tummy and sadly a colonoscopy as well. My only requirement was that we wait to do the scope until May as I did not want to take anymore time off of work. This kinda confused him and eventually he agreed as he gave me yet another medication. We will see how that helps.


• Middle of the Month: SPRING BREAK! We went to Cheyenne for spring break to visit David's family. It was great. We were able to relax and spend time with the family as well as sight see and visit a bit more of the city while we were there. During this time we started to have a strange inkling that there might be something about to change in our lives and decided to follow up on our thought. Surprise, surprise, the test was positive. We should soon become a family of three on November 18th, 2011. Totally not expecting this one. Read what happened at the beginning of the month....yeah. I am supposed to be having surgery not poppin a baby! The sad part is I had just decided that I did not want to get pregnant as I would feel like a single mom with the way David's schedule is going as of late. It totally sucks. Oh well. Things happen on someone elses plan not our own right? The plan was to keep it under wraps until Easter....yeah, come to find out we are really bad at keeping secrets. We spilled, and fast. It took about a week and the cat was out of the bag. Hence my post. I have been abstaining from posting as I knew my fingers would become traitors and tell you.


• End of the Month: I is tired. How bout you? Slept for 14 hours straight this weekend and still just want to rest. Looks like its going to be a fun eight months.

Parade of Homes

As tradition states February brings a wonderful trip with my Mom and younger brother Todd. Normally the youngest sibling, Brent, comes but he up and abandoned us to go on a mission for the church....selfish huh?!? I look forward to this trip every year, sadly it almost got canceled due to the weather. David put his foot down and told me no matter what we would be going. Part of the drive this time was to be gone while our tub was re-caulked. Over time the caulking was separating and mold could be seen in the back.

The vacation was just what the Dr. ordered...well not literally but she would have if I gave her the chance. The time spent in the car was my favorite part of the trip. Mom and I spent the trip down talking about everything under the sun, while the drive to the different houses held a lot of joking, teasing, and general bonding. I would not trade that time for a million dollars.

After we returned we settled back into the sludge of life. Sunday my mothers great-uncle passed away. I do not remember him at the reunions but we did go visit his wife, Aunt Kathleen, before Christmas and I really felt for her loss. I took the day off to attend the funeral. I rode up with Grandma and Grandpa, enjoying their banter back and forth. After we went to dinner I ran an errand and came back to go through family history pictures with them. It was one of the best three hours of my life. I need to sit down and write out stories for each of the pictures they told me about. I have been thinking, as I have SO much free time (don't know if that was sarcastic or not), there are a lot of crafty type things that I want to start working on....build upon my talents so to speak. Here is the current plan:

1. break the week up into different days. CHECK.

2. assign one project per day. Example: Monday-Sewing, Tuesday-Cleaning, Wednesday-Family History, Thurs-Sat...keep empty cause you know I didn't do anything the previous days of the week.

So far this plan is working out to my benefit. I am now in the middle of three quilts, have played around on Ancestry.com and have watched a plethora of t.v. House work...well it still needs some help.

David has been hard at work in his culinary classes. He finished the first class with a solid A-. This semester he leaves for class around 5:30 a.m. for this second block., attends class until 12:00 when he heads home to do a little homework until he has to work or pick me up. I return home to do whatever needs to be done and finally see David around 10:00 p.m. when he gets home for the night and we crash. All in all the weekend is our only together time and is therefore jealously guarded. When times get tough I just think to myself...it could be A LOT worse, we are living a very comfortably, and it will all be over in two years. December 2012 can not get here fast enough!

Well this is about all I can think of on our updates. Hope all is well in your lives and will hopefully update soon.

Valentines Day

What a wonderful weekend? Well other than sick and tired of being sick and tired this has most definitely been a good weekend. After feeling nauseous and miserable for the past few weeks, I finally got sick of the pregnancy jokes and had a serious talk with my stomach. It assured me that, NO, it was not pregnant. Still questioning its honesty I asked the stick. Not once, not twice, but thrice I received the same answer......No. Comfortable with the fact that I was not preggers but unsure as to my symptoms I continued on with the week. Thursday was the breaker. Miserable and dealing with high stress once again at work I caved and called my doctors office. I was in luck my favorite nurse practitioner was on duty for on-call's that evening.

Imagine my poor husbands surprise as once again I took charge and made decisions without keeping him in the loop. I took him by surprise as I walked out the door at work and responded to his 'take it easy tonight' comments with, 'nah, I'm a goin to the doctor!' After I calmed him down and explained that I just could not take it anymore he relaxed and asked that I let him know what the results were.

The doctor visit was rather amusing. The nurse confident that I was pregnant began tests. So folks, its official. Four out of four sticks say it: Not pregnant. Two tests later we still are not much closer to knowing what is wrong. We are hoping the next couple settle the score or it may come down to food allergies. I don't think I can live without my dairy or gluten....AHHH!

Saturday my sweetheart of a husband took me out to a fancy smancy dinner and to see Spamalot. It was truly a great date and a wonderful way to spend out Valentines. We spend most of the day today reliving our relationship dating through marriage. It is always fun to discuss the different thoughts and sides to the story. I'm hoping that he writes down what he remembers for an actual Valentines day present.....fingers crossed!!!

Stress and Taxes

The first week of February is not a good indication as to how the rest of this month will pass. Work has been hectic and stressful, sales have not been as high as I would like-- but not to bad that I'm ashamed, I have been feelin crappy, and a bit lost...ya know? There have been a few really awesome things that have however happened.



On Monday I received an email from my kid brother. Right now he is serving a full-time mission in Charlotte, North Carolina. After a few weeks of not writing him, I wrote him an epic letter involving my past six months of blog posts. He was duly surprised and wrote me a pretty decent letter in return. It was pretty awesome.

Life proceeded as per insane normal the rest of the week. By the weekend I was about ready to crash. Sunday the crappy feeling intensified and has followed through this next week. By Thursday I was tired of the 'preggo' jokes. I gave in and went to the Dr. this evening. Sorry folks, I was right and ya'll were wrong, I is NOT preggo. Two tests down and who knows how many to go....then we can finally kick this tummy ache to the curb.